why does it always have to be this way!!!… why cant we get a peace of mind for a little while??.. why do we always have to measure our words before we speak??.. why cant everything be as simple as it seems to be???… why does the sun always make us feel warm or hot why not cold and shivery??…why not fire but water???…. why cant we live forever  when we say the word forever???>… why does everything have to be soo difficult???… why is it that we cant get want we want always???… why is it that we hurt the people we love the most??… why do we wish we could die but we are held back by our own hearts n by our own feelings??…. why cant teachers be a little less irritating than they already are???… why do only we have to try n understand the other side of the coin when no one lese is ready to do that???… why do we have to fight back when theres no one to support us???… why do we dream when most of are dreams are shattered even before we open our eyes???… why do we feel lost even when we are standing  in the middle of crowd???… why do we all feel we are at fault when we know we are not and we still blame ourselves coz dats more easier???…why is it soo easy to break relationships n almost next to impossible to make them???…why do the eyes speak more than words???… why does economice have to be soo difficult ???>.. why do we have soo many projects and assignments ??? why do we have to study soo much??… why cant we stop studying even if we dont like it????… why cant we sit idle during exams even if we dont like exams???… why do marks always decide what a person is worth doing???..why do we always crib bot such things ??.. why am i writing all this when i know that hardly a part of it bothers me and the rest is a;ll the complaints that most of us seem to have or are facing but always find some or the other solution to it???…

dunnno juz felt lik writin sumthn that dusnt make sense to me alist .. but it probably does to others…

i am reminded of one of ma favorite song here- hard to love by The Wreckers

why do you make it hard to love you

why cant you even start to try

 coz now i feel a bridge is burning …ohhh..

and now the smoke is in ma eyes….

i realise i never let them know me

i always want to be right

took another mistake to reallly show me ..ohhh…

exactly what they were like…

i ve been wrong but i ve been changing

i ve bin wondering what to do

here i am alone and waiting … for you

why do try to make them happy

why am i always playing nice

it isnt easy to tryin to  tell you

exactly whats on ma mind

i ve been wrong but  i ve been changing

 i ve been wondering what to do

here i am alone and waiting… for you

i ve been wrong but i ve been leading .. for you….

i ve been wrong but  i ve been changing

 i ve been wondering what to do

here i am alone and leaving… for you

leading… leading… for you